Thursday, March 29, 2007
BURST! *shout*
I'm going to burst soon, I'm really am...now I try to recall back, don't know whether is it right thing to do for management (boss) treat us like this. Follow up half way on the customer, even there is a chances....suddenly pass to other colleague to handle, the reason is " I think you are not capable to handle this customer." What is this? all my deals all gone, in the end what do I get? Since all my figure are gone. Really don't understand what is he trying to prove. Sigh....just felt really sad, sometimes I try to think backward that I've rejected a big company offer, dunno whether is a good thing or bad. The path that I've chose whether is right or wrong, well....I don't have a choice to choose. Unless my dad's own a big corporation company than at least I still got the chance to choose what am I really want to do. Not all these....but in fact I can't. To earn a better living is really this important? Sometimes do feel like wanna live a simple life, we struggle so much is all because of $. Got lotsa money, you can treat people like a slave, an engine, a robot. sigh.... Labels: work
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Bad bad day....oh really?
Well, never expect things got that bad for today. Early in the morning already kena few AK47 headshot from boss until your mood are totally spoiled before I'm going out to meet customers, luckily it din't affect me. But nevermind, as today held a Secure Asia event in Times Square and it's actually all about ICT Securities event....as boss had asked me bout when is this event going to held. Then today I've found out, I just drop him a SMS " Secure Asia event is held today in times square, just to inform you." then guess what he replied me? " Secure your PO first" I was like WTF? That's why sometimes is not a good for a person to become the good ones. Just to inform, is this a crime? Ok nevermind, I forget bout it. Then before I left office, when I walking down the stairs, my bag's string suddenly drop off....when it drop off...the tail that hanging between the bag is a metal part. When it slipped off, it actually HIT right side of my eye...lucky is only the side of my eye, lucky is not directly on my eye. It's still hurt....and my eye is like being punched by someone "BENGKAK!" Shit....how am I going to face clients tomorrow? Hope it will recover by tomorrow. God please help!Labels: work
Monday, March 26, 2007
Doesn't seems right....
Dear Blogger,
I have a problem today, seems like everything doesn't seems right for today. Woke up early in the morning, whole body felt so tired. Then nevermind.....after I've reached office, I start my task and start calling my customers. Most of my deals are coming in, but most of them said "will come in by this week la!" or "Edmund, I think u better forecast it for April, I worried we can't make it." Ok...that's fine. Then there's another one, told me and ask me to give him some conditions, then I ask him...If I granted the conditions for you, will you get from me? Well he said YES, SURE! answered so confidently, make me enjoy my JOY for few hours. When I'm outside, suddenly he sms'ed me said, "sorry Edmund, I didn't noticed my management already awarded to another vendor last Friday without my notice. I was like WTF?! Fell from the tree and hit real hard on the ground. *sigh*....haven't got the chance to explain it to my boss yet. Surely will kena bang nicely for sure. What can I do? Then after that hour, I felt so dizzy and so headache....then I left office early and headed back home to spend time chatting on the skype with my Darling....seems like I got not much things to talk about, try to cheer her...but she's not in a good mood I guess......stop here....gotta shower! *sigh*
Hope you can help me out!
Regards,
Edmund.Labels: work
Blogless
Sometimes I've tried to think and write something out, but all the time I can't even think of a single thing to write about, or maybe my life is really not so that interesting at all? Sometimes in the weekends I really felt lazy to do anything, hope to just sitting there do nothing and let the time pass just like that. Sometimes I just prefer to stay at home rather than going out shopping and hamburger like hell, then end up what is the point of doing that ? People tend to say weekends supposed to rest at home, but peoples tend to hang out until they got no more energy...and it come's to Monday morning, usual 1st day of working...we can see moody faces all around. Why must Monday everyone will have a moody faces? including boss also, this is the most fucked up part. I don't know why I always have this kinda feeling that I used to like to complaint bout my working life. Is this normal? Is everyone have this kinda feeling that they really complain bout their working life too? *sigh* ....is all about the money......
Monday, March 19, 2007
Bits of update...
Yo...people! Alot of people been asking me where the heck I went, where am I, well...all I had to say is that I prefer to stay at home alone....yes...I'm having this homesick right now. Now only I realise how wonderful is it staying at home to do the stuffs usually really had no time to do. I'm staying at home missing my darling that just flew to Australia to further her studies. As I need to save money to get the air tickets to go over to spend some sweet moment with her. That's one of the reason I plan to stay at home and not to go out and spend any more money. Sometimes people do say to me, "wei...wtf wei? only 1 drink yum cha how much? like dat u aso wan to save ar?" Yep, that single bucks also I wanted to save now. Well, people might say why the hell on earth suddenly I become so 'si kui' or 'giam siap' well....up to you guys to say bout it. Well I'm just another geek that usually like to stay at home to build plastic models or facing the computer to play games or watch movies.....star wars.....transformers.....YEA! Well I do really enjoy it...wakakkaka.....
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